Its summer. Green leaves on the trees. The hot summer nights. Endless days by the pool. Everything is care free, and lay-ed back. No worries throughout the day. But what happens when the sun goes down? Some have fires, sleepovers and what not. But what about the others. The bugs come out, and we go in. We hide on the computer. Here is what I do.
When the sun goes down, I go to my room. And from there its the computer. But wait. I stay on the computer until I'm about to pass out. Doing various things like coming on here, going on facebook, tumblr, and what have you. After the computer. The lights go off. And I lie down, and the thinking rushes in. This is when you want to go to bed, but you just physically cant.
You think of everything. First maybe a few good things, or things that might of happened recently. But then everything takes a turn. The bad comes in. Makes you worry. Cry. Want to change everything. Sometimes its about boys. Your broken dreams. Whatever. Me particularly its how I'm only happy when in love, and of coarse, there are no guys out there. I'm invisible. but lets not talk about that. But we all think when we go to bed.
Now after this post, I will be doing these exact same things. But when I think, I'm going to stress over these two guys that I know it wont work out with. But I guess that's just a girl thing.
So long for the night. I hope I have a good dream. :)
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